I lay here tonight, next to the man i made a commitment to. I lay here thinking of the day spent with my lover in the clouds, and I wonder what I am doing wrong. The first day, and already I cant get him out of my mind.
I think of his hands on my body, his lips on my lips, i long for his touch, his hardness against me.
I feel a body against mine, and know that tonight I will have to fulfill my commitment. All the whilst I think of my lover in the clouds, and wait for the day when our bodies become one.
I miss the passion of earlier today, and find these feelings very hard to comprehend. I understand now what I have been told. I understand why people do it.
The desire to be in another mans arms is emmense, and tonight I know I will find it hard to sleep.